So I figured this would happen. Doesn't mean that I don't like it any less.

I hate it. I hate this feeling. I know it'll get better. But I just hate waiting for it to.

It's been quite some time since I've felt like I do now. I want to quit. To just give up. I just don't want to do it anymore. Anything. But I won't, because I know that's not the thing to do. So I'll just drudge through the days until I can recover and get better.

Things I used to enjoy aren't joyful anymore.

I am going to implode if this lasts too long.

Yes, yes it has. This seems to happen a lot with me.

I am currently at a very stressful time in my life. I have a lot of things on my mind and I may have to give up some aspects of my life. I've been told that something's gotta give. Ha ha a movie, right? But really, something's going to give. And I need to make sure it's not my health. So I need to figure this out and FAST.

Which, giggle a little bit, but that makes me stress more. Go figure!

I'm 25 now. Still living at my parents' house. What I have to show for the work I've done in my life is this:

~New Car (lease, but still)
~Assistant Accounting Manager at a multi-million dollar company. (never really thought of it that way before this moment)
~An Associate's Degree in Liberal Arts, working on Accounting.

All well and good, for three years ago. But I guess I was set back some from being sick. Still, I feel as though I should be much farther along in life. Like, engaged. That kind of farther along. My parents were married for almost five years at my age. Three of my closest friends are either married, or getting married in the next year. MY TURN PLZKTHNX >>

Anyway, I will not rant on here. I will post some art that I did awhile ago, instead

Life is busy. But good.

Tablet works. Computer works. Yay.

I have drawn a new piece yay Himeko!

And now my computer hates me for hooking it up to the tablet.

sigh.

Tablet is here!

*squees with excitement*