ArtzyHime

I've been extremely busy with school and work. Finally upped my work to 40 hours a week, plus I got a raise. So now I'm making 'adult' money, as a friend called it xD It's my finals week. Finished one last night and doing the other tonight. Then I concentrate on completing college applications so I can get out of the damn community college. LOL I will be smrt. I swer. My mood has definitely gotten better since my last entry. It took some ridding my life of an unneeded stressor, and then adding a wonderful de-stressor and happiness-making bit :) I <3 my Chris. I'm taking at least the summer off from school. Maybe fall, too. I know it'll

So I figured this would happen. Doesn't mean that I don't like it any less. I hate it. I hate this feeling. I know it'll get better. But I just hate waiting for it to. It's been quite some time since I've felt like I do now. I want to quit. To just give up. I just don't want to do it anymore. Anything. But I won't, because I know that's not the thing to do. So I'll just drudge through the days until I can recover and get better. Things I used to enjoy aren't joyful anymore. I am going to implode if this lasts too long.

Yes, yes it has. This seems to happen a lot with me. I am currently at a very stressful time in my life. I have a lot of things on my mind and I may have to give up some aspects of my life. I've been told that something's gotta give. Ha ha a movie, right? But really, something's going to give. And I need to make sure it's not my health. So I need to figure this out and FAST. Which, giggle a little bit, but that makes me stress more. Go figure! I'm 25 now. Still living at my parents' house. What I have to show for the work I've done in my life is this: ~New Car (lease, but still) ~Assistant Accounting Manager at a multi-million dollar com